The month of January is way too long and the snow needs to seriously go someplace else. I am starting to see the store's putting out Valentine candy and cards for the children to hand out to their friends.
Remember Valentine day parties in elementary school? I looked forward to Valentines day. It was like a little break after Christmas and an afternoon without classwork was just what I needed. I think back to when I was in the fifth grade and I had a major crush on this boy named Butch. He was so cute and really didn't even notice me or any other girl much at that age. I did everything I could just to get his attention. Silly girl with a large imagination about romance. Sweet and Innocent, simple and pure that's was puppy love was for me.
The day before the party our teacher would pass out to each student a brown lunch bag and give us a few minutes to decorated the bag any way we wished. I would use my best hand writing to fancy my name and draw a big pretty heart in the middle. Then we would tape them along the coat closet in the back of the classroom. My mom would take me to the drug store to purchase a big box of valentines making sure I had enough for each student.
I couldn't wait to get home where I would spent the rest of the evening in my room picking out who I wanted to give each card to. I always would hunt for that perfect card to say I love you just for Butch. Once I hand pick his card. I would get my mother perfume and spray the card and careful write his name on the front and lick it closed.
The next day I would watch the clock all day long. Waiting for the door to open and mother's
caring in our Valentine treats. A cookies or maybe a cup cake, I didn't care it was all about those cards. Then the teacher would allow each row to fill up the paper bags hanging like little mail boxes. I couldn't wait to place Butch's card in his bag, knowing that he will get the message that I like him.
After school I would run home and pour all of my cards on my bed waiting to open my card from him. When I did I was so surprised it said " To my special Valentine." then he signed it on the back in pencil.
I will keep it forever and he did know that I cared for him. He knows and he like me too. I was his special Valentine. I bet no other girl got a card like I did from Butch.
The next day when we went to school I thanked him for the card and he didn't even react he just ran by me on the playground to be with the other boys. I realized I wasn't anything special to him. I was just a silly girl in his class who was in love really with Valentines Day.....
"Oh, if it be to choose
and call thee mine,
love,thou art every
day "My Valentine"
By Thomas Hood
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Sunday, January 2, 2011
The New year
Did you have fun last year or were you consumed with stress and worry? I bet most of you worried was about money. Hey it's just paper, really the more you have the bigger and more stuff you want. Then you create more bills and the less of your check is yours to keep. It now belongs to that credit company. Stop letting the credit company run your life.
I have spent all my life with stress and worry, really I have. Why because I felt like if I don't worry I wasn't being responsible. Think about that, being responsible for what you created. So I would worry if things didn't go my way. The way I had planned it. I spent all of this time and figured all of this out before I did this.
But things happen always to under mind what we planned. How to change is by a budget. Write down everything you spend money on for one week. I mean everything. So how did you do. Bad, most of us do. How can you change it. Remember to pay yourself first. Take just ten dollars a week and put it in a saving account. Then at the end of the month you have $40.00 that you didn't have 4 weeks ago. See what I mean and try to leave it along each month and let it build for you. That's how you pay yourself first. Tell the credit card company your need a hardship program. They all have such a program. The company will lower your payment and interest. It will stop the calls and won't hurt your credit. They will tell you that it will. But it won't. Look around at all the stuff you have purchased in the last year. Did you really need it?
Do you even use it? Weekly or daily? Use coupons like mad to save on groceries. I use coupon mom.com. It's free and print them right on your computer.
Stop worrying about everything you feel you should have it come with time and I think if you save and plan for the stuff you wish to buy. You'll love it more.
I have spent my whole life worrying about everything. I really have. I worried about my weight, my hair, the kids, my husband. This letter says final notice. Final notice or what they would come a hang me in the public square. Right.... Worry and stay up all night so I was a zombie the next day at work. Then go home and worry another night about what I did wrong at work. I worry about the weather. Is it going to snow and the roads will be bad. Oh they said a tornado was just spotted in the next county over. Were all going to die. Get in the basement.
The dog didn't eat his food today. So we was sick and needs to go to the vet and there is another big bill. ON and On and ON.
Why did I waste so much energy about what I had no control over. I didn't have a money tree to pick from. A vet as a neighbor or mother-nature's phone number. One I could call and find out what she was stress about. Most of the time if I could finally get asleep the next day there was no snow on the road and the dog dish was empty. I still weight the same and my hair still sucked but everyone was OK and the bill would get paid when I could pay it.
If you would have asked me on a Friday what I was worried about on a Monday. I couldn't tell you. Now I had a whole new set of things to stress over. I would beat myself up so bad about everything that I had no control over. REALLY take it from me please. Stop the stress it will all come out in the laundry. Do the best you can and let it go.
This new year let's try and take control of our money then your take control of your life.
Remember and think like you did as a child. Saturday morning cartoons and a big bowl of cereal. Then play outside. It was simple and stress free. Remember. Each Saturday of the new year do this make it a habit with the one you love. You'll both feel better for it .....
I have spent all my life with stress and worry, really I have. Why because I felt like if I don't worry I wasn't being responsible. Think about that, being responsible for what you created. So I would worry if things didn't go my way. The way I had planned it. I spent all of this time and figured all of this out before I did this.
But things happen always to under mind what we planned. How to change is by a budget. Write down everything you spend money on for one week. I mean everything. So how did you do. Bad, most of us do. How can you change it. Remember to pay yourself first. Take just ten dollars a week and put it in a saving account. Then at the end of the month you have $40.00 that you didn't have 4 weeks ago. See what I mean and try to leave it along each month and let it build for you. That's how you pay yourself first. Tell the credit card company your need a hardship program. They all have such a program. The company will lower your payment and interest. It will stop the calls and won't hurt your credit. They will tell you that it will. But it won't. Look around at all the stuff you have purchased in the last year. Did you really need it?
Do you even use it? Weekly or daily? Use coupons like mad to save on groceries. I use coupon mom.com. It's free and print them right on your computer.
Stop worrying about everything you feel you should have it come with time and I think if you save and plan for the stuff you wish to buy. You'll love it more.
I have spent my whole life worrying about everything. I really have. I worried about my weight, my hair, the kids, my husband. This letter says final notice. Final notice or what they would come a hang me in the public square. Right.... Worry and stay up all night so I was a zombie the next day at work. Then go home and worry another night about what I did wrong at work. I worry about the weather. Is it going to snow and the roads will be bad. Oh they said a tornado was just spotted in the next county over. Were all going to die. Get in the basement.
The dog didn't eat his food today. So we was sick and needs to go to the vet and there is another big bill. ON and On and ON.
Why did I waste so much energy about what I had no control over. I didn't have a money tree to pick from. A vet as a neighbor or mother-nature's phone number. One I could call and find out what she was stress about. Most of the time if I could finally get asleep the next day there was no snow on the road and the dog dish was empty. I still weight the same and my hair still sucked but everyone was OK and the bill would get paid when I could pay it.
If you would have asked me on a Friday what I was worried about on a Monday. I couldn't tell you. Now I had a whole new set of things to stress over. I would beat myself up so bad about everything that I had no control over. REALLY take it from me please. Stop the stress it will all come out in the laundry. Do the best you can and let it go.
This new year let's try and take control of our money then your take control of your life.
Remember and think like you did as a child. Saturday morning cartoons and a big bowl of cereal. Then play outside. It was simple and stress free. Remember. Each Saturday of the new year do this make it a habit with the one you love. You'll both feel better for it .....
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Until next year.
The day after Christmas. Now I can relax, sort of. The work is not over just yet. the decorations have to come down and be pack away. What to do with all the left over food and I bet there are a million calories on the kitchen counter laying around in zipped locked bags. Cookies and candy which I made enought to feed an army.
Garbage bags filled with torn scrapes of paper and ripped boxes. Opened gifts everywhere new clothing that has to be laundered and hung up. So I still have a few hours of chores ahead of me in the few days.
My husband is on vacation this week and I'll have extra meals to fix and have to work around him asleep in his lazy boy chair. But it's alright.... I had a blast this Christmas...
I got some wonderful gifts from everyone, new boots, new bedding soaps, cd , a topaz stone which i bought for myself to set into a necklace at a later date.
My son Chad and Kayla bought me these beautiful chocolates from the Golden Turtle in Lebanon, Ohio which they should be varnished and placed on a shelf to keep forever. they are hand painted with little designed . Beautiful, how can I eat them. anyway I got everything thing I wanted and I got a art table so now I can spend the rest of the winter inside and get serious about painting.
We have been in our apartment for almost a year now and I still love it here. Our apartment is super nice and large and it feel's like home. I would like to get a three bedroom ranch here but it's about $500.00 more a month. So maybe down the road. If it's meant to be it will happen for us. Also in the new year I not making any resolutions. I break them anyway, then I feel depressed because I didn't stick to them. I just want my husband to retire, I want to see my grand daughter more. My children more and have lot's of parties and fun this summer.
I wish the best for both my children and wish for all their dreams to come true. I don't want much do I. Hope your holidays were filled with love, happiness and joy.. Mine sure was.
Garbage bags filled with torn scrapes of paper and ripped boxes. Opened gifts everywhere new clothing that has to be laundered and hung up. So I still have a few hours of chores ahead of me in the few days.
My husband is on vacation this week and I'll have extra meals to fix and have to work around him asleep in his lazy boy chair. But it's alright.... I had a blast this Christmas...
I got some wonderful gifts from everyone, new boots, new bedding soaps, cd , a topaz stone which i bought for myself to set into a necklace at a later date.
My son Chad and Kayla bought me these beautiful chocolates from the Golden Turtle in Lebanon, Ohio which they should be varnished and placed on a shelf to keep forever. they are hand painted with little designed . Beautiful, how can I eat them. anyway I got everything thing I wanted and I got a art table so now I can spend the rest of the winter inside and get serious about painting.
We have been in our apartment for almost a year now and I still love it here. Our apartment is super nice and large and it feel's like home. I would like to get a three bedroom ranch here but it's about $500.00 more a month. So maybe down the road. If it's meant to be it will happen for us. Also in the new year I not making any resolutions. I break them anyway, then I feel depressed because I didn't stick to them. I just want my husband to retire, I want to see my grand daughter more. My children more and have lot's of parties and fun this summer.
I wish the best for both my children and wish for all their dreams to come true. I don't want much do I. Hope your holidays were filled with love, happiness and joy.. Mine sure was.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Christmas
Tomorrow is December 24. I can't believe it. What a year it has been. I remember last year when we were totally broke and I was so darn depressed. I was depressed because I wasn't able to give my family a Christmas like we have had over the past several years. Yes, I shop and I will spent what I please. That is what Christmas has been for my children all of there lives.
I know everyone says it's not about how many gifts you get, it's about family. Yes it is about family. I totally understand and feel totally blessed that each year we are all together.
I enjoy giving gifts to my family and grandchildren. Why, do you ask because I remember all of my childhood Christmas past. What I saw on the nightly television and how other families were during the holidays. I never had this at our house. Yes, we were all together but they were not happy holidays at our home. They were filled with tears and sadness. My dad would get drunk and ruin Christmas every single year. Seriously he did and us children would end up being sent to bed early and in tears. I think he got some kind of sick pleasure of ruining what ever my mom tried to do. He would start drinking and continue all evening until he would be staggering around falling down or falling into the tree. He would fist fight with mom and she would be a total wreck. I hated him and I learned to dislike the holidays. I couldn't wait to go back to school just to get out of the house.
So say what you will. I give my family the fairy dream Christmas each year that I can. I only want my children to have the best holiday memories possible. I will shop and bake and cook, decorated what ever it takes to create that special holiday.
I always feel like midnight mass is the most special time of the holiday for me. I want to remember what the meaning of Christmas is and I need to give thanks to God for all the blessing that I have. My husband, my children, grandchildren, son-in-law. My son's sweet girlfriend who I love. My friends, pets. And the beauty that surrounds me daily. I have been able to give my love one's the Christmas that I could only dream about as a child. I had to been blessed to make it into a reality.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday's
I know everyone says it's not about how many gifts you get, it's about family. Yes it is about family. I totally understand and feel totally blessed that each year we are all together.
I enjoy giving gifts to my family and grandchildren. Why, do you ask because I remember all of my childhood Christmas past. What I saw on the nightly television and how other families were during the holidays. I never had this at our house. Yes, we were all together but they were not happy holidays at our home. They were filled with tears and sadness. My dad would get drunk and ruin Christmas every single year. Seriously he did and us children would end up being sent to bed early and in tears. I think he got some kind of sick pleasure of ruining what ever my mom tried to do. He would start drinking and continue all evening until he would be staggering around falling down or falling into the tree. He would fist fight with mom and she would be a total wreck. I hated him and I learned to dislike the holidays. I couldn't wait to go back to school just to get out of the house.
So say what you will. I give my family the fairy dream Christmas each year that I can. I only want my children to have the best holiday memories possible. I will shop and bake and cook, decorated what ever it takes to create that special holiday.
I always feel like midnight mass is the most special time of the holiday for me. I want to remember what the meaning of Christmas is and I need to give thanks to God for all the blessing that I have. My husband, my children, grandchildren, son-in-law. My son's sweet girlfriend who I love. My friends, pets. And the beauty that surrounds me daily. I have been able to give my love one's the Christmas that I could only dream about as a child. I had to been blessed to make it into a reality.
Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday's
Monday, December 13, 2010
Christmas
The holiday season has arrived. Everyone is busy running around at the malls. Catching the advertised deals and fighting for a place to park. I personally dislike Christmas shopping. I wish I could have shopped for everyone on my list in September and be done with it. Instead I too am running around trying to finish up last minute gifts.
One thing my husband and I did this year that was different. We had to purchase a live tree. Since we are now living in an apartment we no longer have room to store a artificial tree. So some friends referred us to the "Big Tree Plantation" located on South waynesville Rd. in Morrow Ohio. It has been several years since we had a live tree in our home. So a few weeks ago we picked a nice crisp sunny day and bundled up to find our perfect tree.
My husband Gary got his trusty saw from the garage and we headed off. When we found the farm it was way back off the road and the huge parking lot was crowed. People were cutting down there tree and the whole place was alive with families and dressed up canine pets. As we walked to the field that held 50,000 trees to harvest it was a beautiful sight.
The fields were planted with a variety of beautiful pines. Each saying pick me. They had Canaan Fir, Colorado Blue Spruce, Scotch and White pines. I was glancing around at all the merriment and I got excited they had two beautiful huge Belgium Horses pulling a hay wagon. I starred at these beautiful creatures and was excited about giving one my attention. I slowly walked over to one and looked into his black pooled eyes. He stared back at me allowing me to reach my hand out to his mouth. I gently brushed his lower jaw and he turned his head to face me. I want a picture standing beside this big eighteen hands animal. I gently reached up and petted his face and slowly grabbed his harness. I told Gary. quick take my picture. My husband lined up the camera and the horse acted like I know what is going on. He turn his head almost on my shoulder and allowed my husband to take the shot. I let him go but rubbed my face into his massive neck softly saying "Good boy". He smelled like soft fur and hay. his huge feet stood still right next to me and I feel wonderful about the connection I had made with this magificent animal.
I followed Gary into the field and we finally cut down a tree of our choice. The big Tree Plantation was worth the drive and this is there 21 years of selling Christmas trees. The barn has been turned into a gift shop that contains a medley of holiday decorations to purchase. They also have an area which you can purchase Corn dogs, chili, baked goods and there famous Bar Q sandwich. All in all the day was great and I hope we will return next year and I will be looking for my new friend. Merry Christmas Everyone......
One thing my husband and I did this year that was different. We had to purchase a live tree. Since we are now living in an apartment we no longer have room to store a artificial tree. So some friends referred us to the "Big Tree Plantation" located on South waynesville Rd. in Morrow Ohio. It has been several years since we had a live tree in our home. So a few weeks ago we picked a nice crisp sunny day and bundled up to find our perfect tree.
My husband Gary got his trusty saw from the garage and we headed off. When we found the farm it was way back off the road and the huge parking lot was crowed. People were cutting down there tree and the whole place was alive with families and dressed up canine pets. As we walked to the field that held 50,000 trees to harvest it was a beautiful sight.
The fields were planted with a variety of beautiful pines. Each saying pick me. They had Canaan Fir, Colorado Blue Spruce, Scotch and White pines. I was glancing around at all the merriment and I got excited they had two beautiful huge Belgium Horses pulling a hay wagon. I starred at these beautiful creatures and was excited about giving one my attention. I slowly walked over to one and looked into his black pooled eyes. He stared back at me allowing me to reach my hand out to his mouth. I gently brushed his lower jaw and he turned his head to face me. I want a picture standing beside this big eighteen hands animal. I gently reached up and petted his face and slowly grabbed his harness. I told Gary. quick take my picture. My husband lined up the camera and the horse acted like I know what is going on. He turn his head almost on my shoulder and allowed my husband to take the shot. I let him go but rubbed my face into his massive neck softly saying "Good boy". He smelled like soft fur and hay. his huge feet stood still right next to me and I feel wonderful about the connection I had made with this magificent animal.
I followed Gary into the field and we finally cut down a tree of our choice. The big Tree Plantation was worth the drive and this is there 21 years of selling Christmas trees. The barn has been turned into a gift shop that contains a medley of holiday decorations to purchase. They also have an area which you can purchase Corn dogs, chili, baked goods and there famous Bar Q sandwich. All in all the day was great and I hope we will return next year and I will be looking for my new friend. Merry Christmas Everyone......
Thursday, October 21, 2010
A perfect day
Yesterday I had made plans to spent the day with my daughter and beautiful granddaughter who will be one in just a few weeks. The weather was nice and warm. The sun was bright and it was a perfect day to go to lunch and for us girls to go shopping.
My daughter called me and ask me to meet her out front since the baby was asleep in her car seat. So when she pulled up I climbed in. The baby was peaceful and her little head was laying down on her chin. We talked softly as we rode along the streets admiring the fall colors on the trees. When we pulled into the parking lot and my daughter reached into the back to removed the baby. She woke up happy and smiling. As soon as she saw me waiting with my arms in a outreach position, she lit up with glee and happiness to see me. I smothered her little cheeks with kisses and she embrace what I was doing. We looked into each others eyes and she let out a little laugh as to say. "This is my crazy Grandma again."
I let my daughter carry her into the shop and I took her into my arms again. She looked at every little Halloween decoration and Christmas tree's that were decorated in the shop. I watch as her eyes followed her mother reaching for a bottle of hand lotion or a perfumed bar of soap. We continued to walk around looking under pieces of furniture and upon shelves for a least forty-five minutes and my Granddaughter never once cried or even acted like she was unhappy to be there with us. It was almost like we were teaching her how to shop.
While my daughter paid for her treasures I took the baby and strolled down to a park bench outside of a coffee shop. We sat on the bench and I talked to her about our upcoming birthdays and how she was the young one and I was the old gal. She looked at the pots of mums that dotted the walkway and watched the cars hurry by on the street. She was enjoying being with me and smiled for a lease five minutes. Women leaving the coffee shop would stop and greet her and she loved all of the attention she was getting from strangers.
Soon my daughter merged and we were back in the car again. The baby just sat quietly in the car seat and never made a sound. We arrived at the restaurant for lunch and once again she was contented to where ever we were going to take her.
As soon as we were seated and a high chair was brought to the table. My daughter began pulled out a jar of banana's and a Gerber cereal fruit bar. A cup fill with water and little goldfish crackers. I watch as she ate each bite raising her little head up like a baby bird reaching for a piece of a worm. She ate her entire lunch and by then our food was arriving at the table.
She sat in the highchair and watch the waitress float back and forth carring plates of food to hungry customers. The table next to us was a group of loud businessmen. A few times they almost scared me with their outbust of laughter. Still our baby just watched what was happening around us and never demand our attention . We sat and enjoyed our entire lunch and she just played with a spoon from the table.
After lunch my daughter drove me home and along the way the moving of the car rocked my granddaughter asleep once more. I kissed my daughter good-bye and acted like a mother hen. Asking her to called me so I know they got home safe.
I sat down on my couch and realize what a nice day I had. Then I realized what a good mother my daughter was. The baby was happy and enjoyed her day with us. She wasn't crying in the restaurant or screaming out loud to make everyone want to cram their food in their purse and run for the door. She was happy, a happy little baby. I know that I have done something right with my daughter. I taught her how to be a wonderful and loving mother to both of her children. I am pretty darn proud of that. Better yet I am proud of my daughter.
My daughter called me and ask me to meet her out front since the baby was asleep in her car seat. So when she pulled up I climbed in. The baby was peaceful and her little head was laying down on her chin. We talked softly as we rode along the streets admiring the fall colors on the trees. When we pulled into the parking lot and my daughter reached into the back to removed the baby. She woke up happy and smiling. As soon as she saw me waiting with my arms in a outreach position, she lit up with glee and happiness to see me. I smothered her little cheeks with kisses and she embrace what I was doing. We looked into each others eyes and she let out a little laugh as to say. "This is my crazy Grandma again."
I let my daughter carry her into the shop and I took her into my arms again. She looked at every little Halloween decoration and Christmas tree's that were decorated in the shop. I watch as her eyes followed her mother reaching for a bottle of hand lotion or a perfumed bar of soap. We continued to walk around looking under pieces of furniture and upon shelves for a least forty-five minutes and my Granddaughter never once cried or even acted like she was unhappy to be there with us. It was almost like we were teaching her how to shop.
While my daughter paid for her treasures I took the baby and strolled down to a park bench outside of a coffee shop. We sat on the bench and I talked to her about our upcoming birthdays and how she was the young one and I was the old gal. She looked at the pots of mums that dotted the walkway and watched the cars hurry by on the street. She was enjoying being with me and smiled for a lease five minutes. Women leaving the coffee shop would stop and greet her and she loved all of the attention she was getting from strangers.
Soon my daughter merged and we were back in the car again. The baby just sat quietly in the car seat and never made a sound. We arrived at the restaurant for lunch and once again she was contented to where ever we were going to take her.
As soon as we were seated and a high chair was brought to the table. My daughter began pulled out a jar of banana's and a Gerber cereal fruit bar. A cup fill with water and little goldfish crackers. I watch as she ate each bite raising her little head up like a baby bird reaching for a piece of a worm. She ate her entire lunch and by then our food was arriving at the table.
She sat in the highchair and watch the waitress float back and forth carring plates of food to hungry customers. The table next to us was a group of loud businessmen. A few times they almost scared me with their outbust of laughter. Still our baby just watched what was happening around us and never demand our attention . We sat and enjoyed our entire lunch and she just played with a spoon from the table.
After lunch my daughter drove me home and along the way the moving of the car rocked my granddaughter asleep once more. I kissed my daughter good-bye and acted like a mother hen. Asking her to called me so I know they got home safe.
I sat down on my couch and realize what a nice day I had. Then I realized what a good mother my daughter was. The baby was happy and enjoyed her day with us. She wasn't crying in the restaurant or screaming out loud to make everyone want to cram their food in their purse and run for the door. She was happy, a happy little baby. I know that I have done something right with my daughter. I taught her how to be a wonderful and loving mother to both of her children. I am pretty darn proud of that. Better yet I am proud of my daughter.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I wish
Do you ever sit and just wish for things? Like more stuff or more money to buy more stuff? I waste so much time wishing for this and that. I have a birthday coming up in a few weeks and I have thought about how much stuff I wish people would buy me. I want a new video camera, a CD because I love that one song. I can't even tell you who it is by. I just heard it played on the radio and I want it. I wished for a house and then I wished for a different one. I wanted my little dog and now I hate taking him out late at night to do his business. But I still wish for another one someday. I have a pantry full of food but I want to go out to eat. I have a closet packed full of clothing but still I wish for more.
If I see a commercial, I want that kind of new car. Even though I have two nice car's now. I guess I think I need one for every day of the week and in different colors. I have spent so much time wishing for things. I've have wasted so much energy wishing and wishing.
I'll tell my husband Gary about what I wish for. Like he is suppose to just grab it out of the sky for me. He just listen's to me ramble on and on. The crazy part of all of this is if I get what I wished for I'll give it away to my children or grandchildren or a dear friend. I know I was the one that bought the stuff. So I know I'm not a selfish person. I don't hoard things. I just had to have it first. Could someone please explain how many pair's of shoe's does one woman need.
What would I wish for if I never seen these thing in the first place. I know it's getting cold and I could wish for warm weather. We haven't had much rain and the grass has turned brown. I could wish it to be greener.
So I just sit and wish for this and that. I know I won't ever quit. I know the answer........
If I could just win that darn lottery. I could solve everybody problem. Then I could shop and buy what I wished for today.........
If I see a commercial, I want that kind of new car. Even though I have two nice car's now. I guess I think I need one for every day of the week and in different colors. I have spent so much time wishing for things. I've have wasted so much energy wishing and wishing.
I'll tell my husband Gary about what I wish for. Like he is suppose to just grab it out of the sky for me. He just listen's to me ramble on and on. The crazy part of all of this is if I get what I wished for I'll give it away to my children or grandchildren or a dear friend. I know I was the one that bought the stuff. So I know I'm not a selfish person. I don't hoard things. I just had to have it first. Could someone please explain how many pair's of shoe's does one woman need.
What would I wish for if I never seen these thing in the first place. I know it's getting cold and I could wish for warm weather. We haven't had much rain and the grass has turned brown. I could wish it to be greener.
So I just sit and wish for this and that. I know I won't ever quit. I know the answer........
If I could just win that darn lottery. I could solve everybody problem. Then I could shop and buy what I wished for today.........
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